Post by ARIN BISHOP KING on Mar 29, 2015 11:44:36 GMT -7
Arin Bishop King |
| [presto] Max Davis Civilian 19 Youtube Personality Bisexual Single Sixx [/presto] | FREEFORM APPLICATION THE BASICS. Well, um, my name is Arin Bishop Daniels, some people call me Bishop, and I'm 19 years old. I swing both ways, I guess the term for that is bisexual. Oh if the face and voice didn't already tip you off, I'm a male. I'm destructive to both myself and the people around me. I'm also kinda crazy since I have a lot of delusions and I suffer from Schizophrenia. A lot of the people that I've talked to say I look like Max Davis but I definitely think I'm better looking than that fag. THE PERSONALITY. I really like music. A lot. Sometimes I can hear it when it isn't even there. I don't know if that's normal or if I should blame being a schizo. I love knives and razors but that's another story for another time. Oh and fire. I can be a bit of a pyromaniac at times so you probably shouldn't give me a lighter. Alcohol and cigarettes you won't usually find me without since I can drown myself liquor and choke myself with smoke. I'm a pretty big fan of pain. People use the excuse that they just like the endorphin rush that pain gives them but I actually like know I'm pretty much destroying myself. Every cigarette and bottle of alcohol I kill bring me that much closer to my grave. As for dislikes, I really hate like the suicide hotline and heavy sympathy. Heavy sympathy only makes things worse so leave it at 'oh, I'm sorry.' Lack of originality gets under my skin. And I don't think I need to mention how much real reality sucks. I hate taking my meds and I'm a forgetful sonovabitch so that really sucks. I'm a pretty good listener but I kinda suck at making conversation. I don't really like talking to people but I don't mind listening to them talk on and on as long as it's interesting. I'm really persistent and stubborn as a mule so don't even bother wasting your time trying to change my mind once I decide I want something. Oh, don't even think about messing with someone I call a friend because I will beat your ass. I don't have a lot of those people so that should be pretty easy to avoid. I can be a pretty judgmental asshole. And a hypocrite. But who isn't? THE PAST. Let's see. What can I say about my past? My parents are Trevor Izak Daniels and Beatrice Sara Parker. I have a sister a little older than me and she and I . . . Well let's just say we aren't very close. I'll tell you why in a minute. I was always the kid with big imagination and the weird one. To keep things clean, it's safe to say people looked at me when their pets when missing. It wasn't long before parents were trying to keep their kids away from me but it wasn't like they had to yank their arms or anything. Like I said I was the weird one no one liked. I relied on imaginary friends to have someone to play with and talk to. My family was like Kenny from South Park's family. Piss poor. Fast forward a few years and I actually had a couple real friends. Well at least one was real and the only reason I know that is because his big brother used to beat me up. Went home with a broken arm once because of him and that was fun. Now for why my sister and I aren't close. I had to have been 15 and she was about 18. I don't remember exactly. Anyway she came home from school early and me being like every other pest little brother I had hidden in her closet to wait and scare her. Well one of my "imaginary" friends starting giving me . . . ideas. She was changing and . . . I think you know where this is going. She told our mom and dad even though I told her and threatened her not to. My own parents pressed charges. They said it was "for my own good" and that they "just wanted to help." I think that's a load of crap. During the investigation and trial was when we discovered my Schizophrenia. I was sentenced to 3 years in juvie and a year in state prison with therapy and monitoring from a specialist. THE PRESENT. I got out of prison a year ago. I still have to see a therapist a couple times a week and I have to take meds for being schizo. My sister has a restraining order against me. My parents pretty much disowned me which is fine with me since I would've tried to get emancipated if I wasn't in juvie. I skip out on my meds a lot. Mostly on accident but sometimes I just don't take em because I don't feel like it. Are my friends good for me? Obviously not. They put me in jail for 4 years. Does that mean I don't listen to them? Hell no. Getting a real job is pretty hard. Not many people wanna hire a schizo that raped his sister and spent time in the slammer. My grandparents gave me the money to get my apartment. At least I know they haven't given up on me. I started making money on Youtube because I guess people think I'm interesting or something. I don't understand why but I won't complain. It beats working a crap job where I have to pretend to care and be nice to people that don't deserve it. THE FUTURE. I don't see much of one. I'm ok with what I do and I'm not striving to be the next big thing on Youtube or anything. This is about as good of a job as I'm gonna get with my history so there's no promotion waiting for me. I'm not looking to mend the bonds broken between me and my family and I'm not really looking for "The One" that's gonna accept me or make me want to change. Whoever wants to end up with me obviously has worse issues than I do. I don't see living a real long time anyway. Like I said, I'm destructive and like the sound of an early grave. |
